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Moving from hate to love with God’s grace

Fr. William Aitcheson

In the course of one’s life, there are seminal moments that
humble us and, in some cases, even bring shame. For the past several decades, I
have been blessed with the opportunity to serve as a Catholic priest.
Originally ordained for the Diocese of Reno-Las Vegas, I transferred to my home
area here in the Diocese of Arlington.

What most people do not know about me is that as an
impressionable young man, I was a member of the Ku Klux Klan. It’s public
information but it rarely comes up. My actions were despicable. When I think back on burning crosses, a
threatening letter, and so on, I feel as though I am speaking of somebody else.
It’s hard to believe that was me.

As a young adult I was Catholic, but in no way practicing my
faith. The irony that I left an anti-Catholic hate group to rejoin the Catholic
Church is not lost on me. It is a reminder of the radical transformation
possible through Jesus Christ in his mercy.

While 40 years have passed, I must say this: I’m sorry. To
anyone who has been subjected to racism or bigotry, I am sorry. I have no
excuse, but I hope you will forgive me.

The images from Charlottesville brought back memories of a bleak
period in my life that I would have preferred to forget. The reality is, we
cannot forget, we should not forget. Our actions have consequences and while I
firmly believe God forgave me — as he forgives anyone who repents and asks for
forgiveness — forgetting what I did would be a mistake. Those mistakes have emboldened
me in my journey to follow the God who yearns to give us his grace and
redemption.

The images from Charlottesville are embarrassing. They
embarrass us as a country, but for those who have repented from a damaging and
destructive past, the images should bring us to our knees in prayer. Racists
have polluted minds, twisted by an ideology that reinforces the false belief
that they are superior to others.

Christ teaches something different. He teaches us that we
are all his creations and wonderfully made — no matter our skin color or
ethnicity. Realizing this truth is incredibly liberating. When I left my former
life, I did a lot of soul-searching. God humbled me, because I needed to be
humbled. But abandoning thoughts of racism and superiority gave me the
liberation I needed.

We must condemn, at every opportunity, the hatred and vile
beliefs of the KKK and other white supremacist organizations. What they believe
directly contradicts what we believe as Americans and what we, as Catholics,
hold dear.

If there are any white supremacists reading this, I have a
message for you: you will find no fulfillment in this ideology. Your hate will
never be satisfied and your anger will never subside. I encourage you to find
peace and mercy in the only place where it is authentic and unending: Jesus
Christ.

I ask that you pray for the victims of racism and bigotry.
Pray that they would never feel like anything less than children of God,
bestowed with dignity and love.

Pray also for those who perpetuate racist beliefs and wrongly
believe they are superior to others. God forgives everyone who truly repents.
Nobody is outside of his loving grasp. With conversion in Christ, they can find
new life in the truth.

Diocesan Note:

Father William Aitcheson’s
article was written with the intention of telling his story of transformation. He voluntarily asked to temporarily step away from public ministry, for the well being of the
Church and parish community, and the request was approved. 

Diocesan statement on Butler family press conference.

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